After spending a day with just myself, no cell phone, no one to call and complain to and no one to fully understand me accept myself and God, I finally reached the understanding of true love. The kind that is unconditional for myself and others. After spending 20 plus hours traveling and feeling the time switch of being halfway across the world, I felt a lightness of spirit yet heaviness of body. At 2am Thailand time I crashed in my bed, half asleep yet still half awake from the excitement. 🙂 There is something about new beginnings that evokes a sense of wonder and magical, especially when you are in another country.
So I find myself here again at 2am in the morning writing you, I must not have acclimated to the time change yet! I did fall asleep around 10pm, but then found myself wide awake at 1am, wondering how the heck I was going to get across the country and HOW! I’ve learned to surrender the how to God, I just know my job is to be available for him to work…so just an hour ago I jumped out of bed and called my best friend (and now business manager), Cy Pilkington to be reminded of the love that he has for me and the re-assurance that it’s all good. Just his presence does that for me. I feel he like many others in my life are truly living in the open space of love for life and the goodness that is here, now. The tears flowed from my eyes as I looked out into the flowing and glorious ocean and felt the lightness of love, how the potential to live in this field is always here if we listen.
My dear friend and business coach Tina Ferguson teaches me this everyday by living in her spirit and frequently touching mine, feeling her love. I could feel the power of forgiveness for myself, opening the door to God’s love-all abounding and knowing it’s perfection as it is now. I realized that my own negativity around money, people, myself and judgements based on fear were no longer in alignment with my vibration to stay in integrity with the language of love. My mind would have to surrender to my heart to accomplish this task of permanently living in the language of love- THE HEART.
I also realized that it started and ended with me, that I would truly have to love myself now- not through helping others but from honoring myself and the God within me. Will you listen God asked me?
I said yes.
Then the awakening of magic happened, it was always here- now I have the opportunity to let go of all that I’m not and embrace the love that I am. I hate to tell you this but I was living in a world of fear and hate underneath the pretty face and heart of gold I felt dis-content, dis-connected from Source- not because I couldn’t do it, not because I wasn’t enough but because I thought I knew better than God! But with my physical body being halfway across the world with just a few hundred dollars with to travel, I knew this new life was much bigger than me and the second step was to SURRENDER!
As I felt God’s grace working through me and the power of love radiating from me, I observed all my hateful thoughts, the judgement of my past experiences and traumas as a child awakened from a new place- a place of compassion, love, understand, trust and gratitude for the gift of intuition it brought me and the deeper love that I know now because of it. The true forgiveness is in the path of love. It is the deepest part of our being and the highest pinnacle of our career, love life, and life in general if I forgot anything.
Nothing is every wrong, it is just constantly evolving to higher frequencies of life! IE LOVE!
You are safe and sound because you are love and as you meet life with love in your heart it will be reflected back to you. I guaranteed you that!
The truth is the power of love is not found just our mind (thoughts), it is found in the power of your heart. You know this, but are you living it?
Feel love to know love, know love to live love.
I’m headed over to Pi-Pi island today. Last night around the same time that I wrote you this letter, God showed me another demonstration of his grace and endless supply of love. We are never alone…
Maybe it’s the hot humid air that makes the people so warm, but whatever it is, I am convinced that God is at hand and the language of love is working. When I first started this letter to you a few hours ago, I had a burst of energy because the thing that had gone “wrong,” had actually provided a new opportunity for me to experience Thailand with the natives here.
After a few hours of half-sleep I am now ready to complete this story…
So, there I was at the hotel counter, trying to explain that the internet connection was not working for me to call Cy. As I was waiting for the new internet code, another man who worked at the hotel smiled at me and started up a conversation. I had seen him before but never had the opportunity to speak with him until now. He asked me where I was going, when I had arrived and what my plan was.
He recommended that I visit Co-Pi-Pi island and the surrounding areas. I then asked him how would I get there and what would it cost? He told me he didn’t really know but told me I would have to go about 45 minutes into Phuket town and then take a boat to the island. It sounded like fun! I told him that I wanted him to be my taxi driver, after being asked like 50 times the day before from people on the street if I wanted a taxi, I decided I wanted to choose my own driver, one that I trusted.
I trusted Dam because his spirit was sweet and soft, I could tell that he wanted nothing from me other than to help me enjoy my stay in Phuket, Thailand. I truly appreciated his demeanor and had a deep feeling of trust and solidity. Within a matter of moments, Dam offered to take my to Phuket town himself on his motor bike (something I’ve always wanted to ride), and then accompany me by boat to the islands! Nothing like traveling with someone who knows where they are and what they are doing! He even offered to give me a ride back to the resort where I’m staying now and a ride to the airport to head to my next destination in T-land!
What can I say, it just felt right! My intuition said yes and my heart smiled! We made plans for 11am Thailand time…I’ve heard these islands are amazing and what better way to spend it than with my new Thailand friend!
I have learned to always trust my intuition, to know that it’s the higher road, a perspective that sees more and knows more than my mind could ever comprehend, that is why I move forward in the love of my heart and POWER OF MY INTUITION!
To learn more about how to follow your intuition and live your dreams please contact Cy to register for our next course this fall, seating is limited: 858-531-8434
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To The Universal Language of Love,
Abby
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