Dear Friends,
As I sit here writing you this letter in front of my fireplace, I am filled with immense gratitude for our infinite connection to God and the Life Force that is always available to us. Recently I newly discovered my own connected Presence to love. The experience that brought me this realization was a number of different scenarios leading up to a planned trip to Canada that I was not able to go on, well at least not for the best and highest good of all!
I was so disappointed. I had visualized this trip for months and was so excited to go.For days I cried like a baby, really feeling the pain deep in my heart…crying into the night on my pillow until 2:00 or 3:00 in the morning. I was so upset at myself for making a “wrong decision” in my mind that I could hardly see the beautiful person I was. I justified myself as being “wrong” by wrapping the gift of my soul in judgment…not pretty wrapping paper to say the least! I felt like an undesirable gift!
Yuck, I only wanted to see what was inside, but the wrapping paper of judgment looked so ugly!
Remembering a spiritual truth saved the day (and night), I knew at the bottom of my heart that oftentimes there is truth and beautiful gifts behind the appearances of things, so I took a step in COURAGE and unwrapped the gift of me…
Tears began pouring down, I could feel the magnificence of God’s love within me illuminating every cell of my body. The angels caressed my skin and I could hear them say “surrender to love precious child, trust in our peace and let it go.”
Relaxing deeper, I fell into the presence of God…
My mind tried to hold on to the painful thoughts but as I surrendered them to love, feeling complete peace and understanding. I discovered that by connecting to the love within me, there was truly nothing outside of me that could take me from this presence of love, it was inside me!
Nothing was “right or wrong,” from an infinite perceptive of love and learning. Love is always around us, it’s not until we feel it within that we can receive it from the world.
I thought I had done something “wrong.”
Have you ever felt bad about not having something only to discover that what you really WANTED was already within you. The love you are is your gift, WHERE EVER YOU ARE NOW OR WHATEVER YOU CHOOSE TO DO IN YOUR LIFE IS AN EXPRESSION OF YOUR OWN LOVE.
This is my Christmas present to you, to share my experience and hopefully inspire you to understand that this gift of love is always available to you and forever expanding into a greater expression. Love cannot be taken away, created or destroyed. It is simply the truth that passes all understanding, what I often call Intuition.
For me, I found the outside circumstance were not what I had consciously paid for or planned this Christmas season. They were something that was priceless and sponsored by God, the gift of my own PRESENCE.
Sitting in the arms of god I rest in love…friends have called, clients and loved one’s alike, the spirited angels kissed my heart that night and the veils parted. There I met with all our angelic brothers and sisters of the light…inviting me to see the truth and live in the
LIGHT OF LOVE. I hope you will connect with your own presence today and open the GIFT OF YOU!
With joy,
Abby